Family reputation.

We have not have any sort of word from Lydia since her departure. I am worried for her safety and well being. My father has left to go search for her and he is checking every hotel to fine the missing couple. I do hope he finds her. What worries me the most is that Lydia left a letter for Colonel Foster's wife and the end states that she will soon sine 'Lydia Wickham'.

Lizzy's home

Elizabeth has come back into town. She told me about her trip and mentioned that she happened to see Bingley and his sister during her stay. As much as I hate to admit it I felt a sharp name when I heard his name. Lizzy told me that Miss Bingley was awful, as usual. Right as my pain was beginning to mollify, this subject had to be brought up...

Lydia and Wickham!

I woke up this morning to a bit of a shock! Lydia has eloped with Wickham! I would not have minded their marriage earlier on, but after what I have heard from Lizzy about his betrayal to Mr. Darcy and how tricked Darcy's sister into almost marrying him, I am infuriated! I am in the process of writing Elizabeth about it right now!

LIzzy at the Gardiners.

Elizabeth has gone to visit the Gardiners and news has come that Darcy arrived unexpectedly. Isn't that splendid?!? After I talked to Elizabeth about her trip and what had happened between her and Mr. Darcy, I saw the regret in her eyes. I have a feeling that Mr. Darcy is not the only one with strong feelings between the two. In the near future, I see Elizabeth marrying Mr. Darcy!

Thoughts

How thankful I am that I have Elizabeth to talked to again. I am so grateful that we have each other to talk to again. I have a feeling, though, that she knows something and is avoiding telling me. What if it is something about Bingley? I really do wish she would tell me. I am sure she has her reason though. She is most likely trying to keep me safe. She is a good sister.

Thoughts of him.. again.

Mother says she does not want the see Mr. Bingley ever again. Is it terrible that I do not wish the same? That even though I am heart broken and distraught, that I would give anything for him to be at Netherfeild again? I just wish I knew what I did wrong. I regret not going to see him while I had the chance. But that also might have made things worse. Oh, what am I to do?

The News.

Elizabeth has told me an immense amount of shocking news! Firstly, She told me about Darcy's proposal and her refusal and how she refused and the reasons she told him of not accepting his hand. Then she told me of the long letter he wrote her with explanations of all her reasons not to marry him. One of the reasons being about Mr. Wickham. It turns out that Wickham is the bad person and Mr. Darcy is the good!